and to that, i just contradicted myself.

i find it funny how its almost the end of summer and my deviantart journal reads "so close to summer lah~ ;3"

but yeah, i had an awesome time in china, well.. hong kong (and tokyo)
and since i've been back, i've done nothing but sit around and waste my days doing nothing constructive

so after about a week's dosage of "wasting my life", i turned back to the drawing board and discovered.. i forgot how to draw ;A;
so after a few painful days of drawing and erasing in a continuous cycle, i finally managed to scrap together a picture i could look at without wanting to throw myself out the window. Thus, i decided to add some colour and pulled out my old watercolours that haven't been touched in years.. D:

it. was. horrible. x.x
i couldn't open half the colours and i even popped a hole in one of the tubes when i opened it.. so that was how i decided what colours to use.. but that was rather heartwrenching to see the state of my poor watercolours and yet, i wouldn't be able to justify the expense of buying a new pack. Maybe someday..

there is a possibility that this may be the last dA journal i ever post again.. (or at least in a long long time) either because i'll just be much too lazy or there's the possibility that my computer may be blown away in the next tornado.. (but i hope not.. or else i'll be "mo liu dou bao" =.=